As I'm making the transition between Colorado and Arizona, many new opportunities have opened up for me here in Colorado. I've reconnected with old friends and I've met many new people. Last week, just days before selling my house in Denver, I discovered a community of healers in my old neighborhood. I have wanted to connect with other healers in the area, but why did I find them just before moving? Since deciding to move, my local healing clientele has grown significantly, filling my final weeks with healing sessions. Some of the business is driven by the fact that I'll have limited availability for in person sessions in Denver, however much of it is simply due to new connections being made in the past month. Another example is the last Spirit 2 Spirit class in Denver (Living Your Wildest Dreams). The class was our largest Denver class and brought many new faces and clients. Even my personal life has been affected. I've met new people and established fun, new friendships just before leaving the state.
While watching this happen, I've been wondering why so many new connections appear just before a big transition. Life seems to have sped up in some way. Months worth of new opportunities have appeared in a few short weeks. Is it a sign that I should stay in Denver? Am I missing out by moving right now? Should I reconsider my move? Actually, I think the explanation is quite the opposite. As I prepare myself for my new life in Sedona, I've been shifting my energy to match my new dreams and ambitions. Even though I have not yet moved physically, my heart has already made the transition. This shift in my energy is causing me to attract and to notice opportunities that I did not see before. Even though these people and opportunities were right under my nose, I did not see them before, yet I see them now. Why? Because I'm already operating from a new vibration, and I am more available for new opportunity. Another way to think of this is that I'm asking new questions energetically, and the universe is already responding with new answers.
I'm also aware that preparing to move has prompted me to wrap up old commitments and dreams here in Denver. I've met with old friends to enjoy some time together but also to adjust our friendships to a new situation. In a sense, I've been completing the old agreements of my relationships and setting the space for a new way of relating. At the same time, many of my old dreams for Denver are coming true. I've wanted to teach a large class at my house in Denver, and now I have. I've wanted to connect with healers in Denver, and it has happened. Even the old house projects that I wanted to complete have been completed or I've let go of my dream to complete them. Rather than leaving unfulfilled dreams, I've simply fulfilled them quickly before I go.
One fun realization I've had is that it doesn't really matter if I move. Many of the situations and experiences that I want to create in Sedona are already manifesting here in Denver. They are manifesting not because I'm relocating my belongings but because I'm rearranging myself personally. Moving gave me the motivation I needed to initiate some changes, however I could have made the same changes without moving. With or without a move, I'm finishing my old dreams and starting my new dreams, and the space in between is full of adventure. So, rather than feeling loss or sadness, I'm feeling appreciation for my life in Denver and enthusiasm for my life in Sedona. I'm looking forward to new places and people, and I'm happily acknowledging that everything I wanted was already available. I suppose it always is. Sometimes I just need a little nudge to help me see it.
Monday, November 7, 2005
The Space Between Dreams