I had a nice healing last night around Spirit Mind, and business.
We had just finished up the chapter three live calls, and Hisami asked me innocently, "Does everybody know that the cutoff for refunds is starting chapter four? They can watch chapters one, two, and three, and still get a refund." And it's funny, without even thinking, I defensively responded "Well, I put it on the sales page so people got it there, and then it's on the support page. Did you want me to send an email to everybody telling them that maybe they should cancel?"
And, and I'm saying it nicely now, but at that time it came out defensively. And when this defensive energy comes up, that's when I'm aware, "Oh, something's juicy is going on here. I've got some resistance or fear or unconsciousness or there's something to grow right here. This is my chance to grow."
So I started looking at the information that everybody has, and I thought, "Oh, I, I didn't actually put that policy on the founding members page." Oh, okay. So I started writing something for that page, and as I wrote it I realized that it was very robotic, just the information. Here are the details about what happens and how it would go about it. I noticed this is kind of funny. I saved the page and then as I was writing the challenge for chapter four and said, "Oh, we had this style of communication where we just did an image or a word for chapter three, and we really loved that. It was fun but for chapter four, we're opening it up. You be your own guide, post a word, an image, a long story, and everything's okay."
As I was in this space of love and communicating, it just flowed out really naturally. Oh, by the way, please remember chapter four is the point of no return for this program. And if you're not happy, just email support and we give you a refund - as long as you haven't started chapter four and hopefully within 60 days. It came out naturally.
I posted it and then I noticed, "Oh, wow, so much difference between Spirit Mind communications coming from love which has that fine, light, fast vibration. It just took me 30 seconds to write. It was really nice. And it was just honestly coming from love, wanting to help people for whom, maybe the program's not a fit. And Hisami always says that too "It's okay, Spirit Mind's not for everybody at every time, and that's totally okay."
And so it was really nice to see the difference between sort of the robotic data information style message which came from my Material Mind. And then to also see, the fears that I didn't even know I was holding. I was like, "Oh yeah, as business people, there's fear. I noticed inside me, "Oh, I have fear. What if people don't like me? What if people don't like the program? What if people don't like Hisami and I, what if they think that we're silly or foolish or, you know, something like this? And then they don't like it and they refund. Oh, what else? What other fears are in here? Oh, what if people read this? And like, hundreds of people refund." And it was kind of fun because as my Material Mind fears were coming to light and I was watching them from Spirit Mind I had a response for each one. I had this loving response to myself,"It's okay if not everybody likes you or likes your message, my life is still full of love." Hisami has told me that before. She's like, "I don't know why you're worried about other people loving you because I love you." That's what she tells me. She says, your life is full of love. This is very true.
And then, the next message, the Spirit Mind's watching, saying, "It's okay, we didn't create the Spirit Mind training so we could get money. There would've been much easier ways to get money. We created the Spirit Mind training to spread love. If we want that, we want that experience to continue with everybody spreading love, and sharing love." And if somebody's not feeling that, then oh, by all means, please go find a different place where you can feel that you can get love from a different source. You know, we're not the only source of love out there and inspiration and so on. So, it is just really fun to have the Material Mind active, especially these unconscious things coming up, and, to have the Spirit Mind there at the same time. And it just reminded me that as we're moving into this new energy more deeply running a Spirit Mind business is really important.
And that, it's actually not that hard. Just like I would run my personal life to run a Spirit Mind business, I just come from love. And when I notice I'm not coming from love, I stay with it for a little while. I don't close my eyes and pretend it'll go away, or hope the deadline will pass, or the people won't notice, or, you know, all the things that we probably usually do as business people. Instead, I sit with it from a space of non-judgment and, and let the fears and resistance come up and just let them play out until I feel calm inside until I feel love inside. And I got to say, as weird as it sounds that the moment I pressed the send button and sent that email to everybody, I felt so much love flowing through me, both for everyone in the group who's been brave enough to try our training and for myself to be just brave enough to be authentic and to share love in this way. And then, you know, just so much love for Hisami for always shining that Spirit Mind light, that beacon, that way of living, from Spirit Mind. So, so much gratitude.
